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Flash to the Past 2

Sometimes looking into the past doesn't always have to be a painful thing.

Sometimes it can even be...intriguing.

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This Is My FacadeI hide  behind you  deep into the dark   
Your words  express  what mine cannot   
Your eyes  are amber  strong and fierce   
My eyes  are orange  tainted with fears   
Your hands  are warm  strong and gentle   
My hands  are cold  frail and fragile   
I wish  that I was  you   
But unfortunately  I am  not   
You will always be  my  beautiful facade. This Is My Facade
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To The JudgeI never saw it coming. A crack in the surface of this metaphorical ice which is, rather unfortunately, my life.   
 
The crack in my life opened in March of 2009. During my last weeks of seventh grade, I overheard my mother on the phone, saying things about an eviction notice and my final CHINS hearing, which was to take place on the 27th of the month. Obviously, I knew right away that the foundation of my already horrible life was threatened. I had been in shambles since I read in my school psychological profile that it had been stated that there was 'really no way to reach me'. Was I really that irreparably destroyed? What ha To The Judge
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You're Fourteen, Huh?I gently put a hand over my eyes and turned away from the alarm clock that I had been staring at all night into the early morning. I wasn't ready to deal with the fact that in about five minutes, I would be fourteen. Outside of the small window in my basement bedroom, leaves blew impatiently upon a maple tree and rain gently tapped against the window. It was just like the night that I was born. Cool, windy, and raining. The alarm clock gave a gentle beep and I jumped into a sitting position, cool sweat pouring down the back of my neck. 3:47 A.M. I was fourteen years old. My eyes welled up and I incessantly rubbed at them, trying to knock away You're Fourteen, Huh?
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Heeeey and welcome to Cynical's deviantART Journal. :D



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I start Confirmation classes this Sunday...wish me luck!!

I didn't make Student of the Month because I was acting sarcastic and insubordinate for the past week...ugh, am I NOT allowed to have A+s, yet still have my freaking bad times? Grrr, kiss my ass, administration.



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A little extra something.

My confirmation quote:

"Life is always going to be some kind of journey, no matter which way it takes you. Considering how hard we try to make it fun, there are so many people who are having difficult times in their lives. Live every day to its fullest, do not criticize the different, and always allow music, love, and faith into your heart."



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  • Reading: American Civics and Gov't Book
  • Drinking: Sour Melon Powerade

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A Little Bit About Me.

1. I'm a Chancel Choir nerd. I'm a mezzo soprano, backing alto. Singing in choir is like breathing for me. It comes naturally.

2. I'm also a member of the Dance Movement Choir. Dancing is a very expressive thing and I'm glad I let my friend talk me into joining.

3. I'm a member of the Youth Fellowship, because I love alllll of my besties. <3

4. I'm a theatrical nerd. I take on mostly sarcastic, angry roles.

5. I'm single and happy to be, althoughhhh, there's this one guy. xD

6. Uhhh. I'm an eighth grader. -_-

7. My real name is Hailey Jordan, but as of recently, I've been going by H. Faith Gourinski. I want to change my name officially.

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  • Current Residence: West Springfield, Massachusetts
  • Interests: [Theatre!], Music, Writing, Sketching, Hanging out with friends, school
  • Favourite movie: The Wiz
  • Favourite band or musician: The Fray
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock
  • Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh
  • Favourite poet or writer: Langston Hughes
  • Favourite photographer: Yearbook committee? xD
  • Favourite style of art: Literature, Visual arts
  • Operating System: Leopard OS-X
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
  • Shell of choice: Turtle! xD
  • Wallpaper of choice: Wallpaper is so 80s
  • Skin of choice: My own!
  • Favourite game: Soccer
  • Favourite gaming platform: Soccer field.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Raito Yagami
  • Personal Quote: "Life sucks and then you die. Boo freaking hoo, STFU."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, pen, and my brain.

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*birthdays Aug 24, 2009, 10:49:05 AM
:w00t: :dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's August 24th which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:

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=Flame-of-the-Phoenix Aug 24, 2009, 2:58:49 AM
:party: Hi there! And...


:spotlight-left:HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!:spotlight-right:



:excited: Hope you have a great one! :excited:

Here's some cake for you- :iconcaekplz:

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~CynicalxSarcasmxLove Aug 24, 2009, 10:04:43 AM
Thanks so much! 8D

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This is not your song.
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=Flame-of-the-Phoenix Aug 25, 2009, 7:07:30 AM
No problem!! :hug:

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`krissi001 Aug 24, 2009, 2:52:58 AM
                 :iconcakecookieplz:    :woohoo:   :iconcookiecakeplz:
         :iconcheerplz: HAPPY BIRTHDAY :iconcheerplz:

                  :party:   :iconcakechocplz: :iconpandaballoonplz:

  I hope that you will have a wonderful day :love:


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~CynicalxSarcasmxLove Aug 24, 2009, 10:04:58 AM
Thank yoooou, my birthday is going awesomelyyyy~

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`krissi001 Aug 25, 2009, 6:43:41 AM
You're welcome :tighthug:

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=Cackleberry Aug 23, 2009, 11:23:43 PM
Hey there! I see that its your birthday either now or very soon.. well, I hope you have a great one! :hug: Celebrate it to the fullest, its YOUR day! Best wishes.
~24th August.

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~CynicalxSarcasmxLove Aug 24, 2009, 10:05:16 AM
Thanks muchly! It's goin' great!

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This is not your song.
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~xCZombiexC Aug 21, 2009, 7:34:37 AM
Happy early birthday CynicalxSarcasmxLove! :la:
I hope you have a good day and enjoy yourself, because it's your special day and you deserve it. Don't let anybody bring you down. I got your birthday off the DA Birthdays website just you know (and won't think I'm a freaky stalker).

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I can't resist against time and heaven
In blind obedience my hands tighten
Upon the thread of conciousness
For if I die my dream will drift
Please take me away for my heart is aching
Hurry up now, the time is ticking
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