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Flash to the Past 1

Sometimes looking into the past doesn't always have to be a painful thing.

Sometimes it can even be...intriguing.

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This is me...
by ~CynicalxSarcasmxLove
This Is A CallI'm not asking you                               to hold me in your arms.   
I'm not telling you                              that I need you to keep coming back to me.   
I'm asking you                         &nbs This Is A Call
by ~CynicalxSarcasmxLove
This Is My FacadeI hide  behind you  deep into the dark   
Your words  express  what mine cannot   
Your eyes  are amber  strong and fierce   
My eyes  are orange  tainted with fears   
Your hands  are warm  strong and gentle   
My hands  are cold  frail and fragile   
I wish  that I was  you   
But unfortunately  I am  not   
You will always be  my  beautiful facade. This Is My Facade
by ~CynicalxSarcasmxLove
To The JudgeI never saw it coming. A crack in the surface of this metaphorical ice which is, rather unfortunately, my life.   
 
The crack in my life opened in March of 2009. During my last weeks of seventh grade, I overheard my mother on the phone, saying things about an eviction notice and my final CHINS hearing, which was to take place on the 27th of the month. Obviously, I knew right away that the foundation of my already horrible life was threatened. I had been in shambles since I read in my school psychological profile that it had been stated that there was 'really no way to reach me'. Was I really that irreparably destroyed? What ha To The Judge
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Heeeey and welcome to Cynical's deviantART Journal. :D



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I start Confirmation classes this Sunday...wish me luck!!

I didn't make Student of the Month because I was acting sarcastic and insubordinate for the past week...ugh, am I NOT allowed to have A+s, yet still have my freaking bad times? Grrr, kiss my ass, administration.



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A little extra something.

My confirmation quote:

"Life is always going to be some kind of journey, no matter which way it takes you. Considering how hard we try to make it fun, there are so many people who are having difficult times in their lives. Live every day to its fullest, do not criticize the different, and always allow music, love, and faith into your heart."



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A Bit About Me

There's a sullen, bleeding darkness about me. Behind my eyes is the story of my life, of fourteen years of abuse, wounds, and finally, a light at the end of the tunnel. There's the story of a girl, who falls in love with another girl, but it turns out not to be real. She falls in love with another girl, but this time, it's for real and she knows it. I tell the stories of the brokenhearted, direct the tales of the lonely and bleeding into words, and then the others who suffer, they read it, and they know they aren't alone. I don't fancy myself an artist, I just want to be that light for people who can't see through the suffering long enough to see something real, because if you can't see through your darkness, then you lose what you've found, because no one wants to hang around and be the third wheel to you and your demons.

This is me. I'm not hiding anything.

Are you?

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: West Springfield, Massachusetts
  • Interests: [Theatre!], Music, Writing, Sketching, Hanging out with friends, school
  • Favourite movie: The Wiz
  • Favourite band or musician: The Fray
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock
  • Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh
  • Favourite poet or writer: Robert Frost
  • Favourite style of art: Literature, Visual arts
  • Operating System: Leopard OS-X
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
  • Skin of choice: My own!
  • Favourite game: Soccer
  • Favourite gaming platform: Soccer field.
  • Personal Quote: "I love the recklessness of faith. First you leap and then you grow wings."
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, pen, and my brain.

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*birthdays Aug 24, 2009, 10:49:05 AM
:w00t: :dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's August 24th which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:

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=Flame-of-the-Phoenix Aug 24, 2009, 2:58:49 AM
:party: Hi there! And...


:spotlight-left:HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!:spotlight-right:



:excited: Hope you have a great one! :excited:

Here's some cake for you- :iconcaekplz:

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~CynicalxSarcasmxLove Aug 24, 2009, 10:04:43 AM
Thanks so much! 8D

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=Flame-of-the-Phoenix Aug 25, 2009, 7:07:30 AM
No problem!! :hug:

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`krissi001 Aug 24, 2009, 2:52:58 AM
                 :iconcakecookieplz:    :woohoo:   :iconcookiecakeplz:
         :iconcheerplz: HAPPY BIRTHDAY :iconcheerplz:

                  :party:   :iconcakechocplz: :iconpandaballoonplz:

  I hope that you will have a wonderful day :love:


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~CynicalxSarcasmxLove Aug 24, 2009, 10:04:58 AM
Thank yoooou, my birthday is going awesomelyyyy~

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`krissi001 Aug 25, 2009, 6:43:41 AM
You're welcome :tighthug:

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=Cackleberry Aug 23, 2009, 11:23:43 PM
Hey there! I see that its your birthday either now or very soon.. well, I hope you have a great one! :hug: Celebrate it to the fullest, its YOUR day! Best wishes.
~24th August.

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~CynicalxSarcasmxLove Aug 24, 2009, 10:05:16 AM
Thanks muchly! It's goin' great!

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This is not your song.
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~xCZombiexC Aug 21, 2009, 7:34:37 AM
Happy early birthday CynicalxSarcasmxLove! :la:
I hope you have a good day and enjoy yourself, because it's your special day and you deserve it. Don't let anybody bring you down. I got your birthday off the DA Birthdays website just you know (and won't think I'm a freaky stalker).

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I can't resist against time and heaven
In blind obedience my hands tighten
Upon the thread of conciousness
For if I die my dream will drift
Please take me away for my heart is aching
Hurry up now, the time is ticking
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